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My Journey is emotionally draining my Lord

- May 08, 2009

5/8/2009 6:03:16 AM Dear Journal: I guess I need to write another blog to you my Lord. Yesterday my day was going just fine until right before bedtime. I get a phone call from Kim, another hate filled call ordering me to do this and do that with my blog. Dear Jesus, I need your help my Lord. What’s a grown man to do? The hardest thing to do in life is sometimes repair relationships. Dear GOD, please help me patch up my relationship with my #1 son! I love my son dearly. I just want my son back in my life. I’m writing this with s sadness of heart my Lord. I just made a video about 4-5 hours ago. I promised myself NOT to write words like “evil” but that’s how I feel right now towards a certain family member. I am asking to take this anger away from me my Lord. I am VERY ANGRY. My prayer is to be able to scratch off my hand written bucket list. That’s my ongoing prayer my Lord. You promised us that you’ll answer our prayers my Lord. Speaking of prayers yesterday was a National ...